Learning to Drive

For the past 2 weeks, my father made me drive to church. Today, it did not turn out so well. First and foremost, I have to drive on the actual road, which is quite scary. What makes it even more tense is that my father is in the passenger seat yelling at me, which makes it hard for me to concentrate and drive. Yeah, you can instruct me on what to do, but yelling at me to move the car and all is not very effective. As the light turned green, I turned and ran into the curb. He got so mad. He made me get out and switch and he backed up finding out the tire has been fucked up. Now, I am not so sure if he will be teaching me. If not, I will find someone else. We had to park that car and walk home. He did not want to go to church since he was so frustrated.

In reality, it is my fault, but you yelling at me while I am driving is not an effective way to teach me how to drive. Oh well.

Really though?!

I just recently came back from a conference a few days ago and I had a great time! I met a lot of new people and I did a lot of networking. Networking is the key to success man! Without doing it, you won't be known. So out all of the people I met, I got a few #s and out of all of them. I still talk to one of them today. It just so happens that some people may say the wrong things at the wrong times. From meeting someone from the start, I did not like how this person was getting too personal. Like why are you doing that? It is ok to talk, but to get too deep in  a convo where I would only have with someone close is just too much. Then this person has the audacity to call me weird and "elementary". He does not know me like that to say such things. Why bother? Some just don't know what to say. Just because I dismissed or avoided what you was asking me does not make me "elementary" You asking me too much of personal questions and I barely know you.

Being at home SUCKS

As I said weeks ago, I work at an overnight camp and now I am home because I have been suspended for a petty reason, but that's how life is. If you do anything so small and so little, they will point out all your flaws and kick you out for a few days. Now, I am at home all this week trying to endure the pain. Its not why I got suspended that I am bearing, but being at home trying to ignore my parents is just hard. Everytime, they have something to say that always lead to "You see, this is why you were suspended."  I know that I have been suspended. Let's just move on and don't bring it up everytime you get mad at me. GOSH!

The good thing about being at home is so that I can do my summer work, but the books that we were assigned are just so BORING. I love to read, but if the book is boring, the teacher is making it harder for me  to do the assignment. C'mon man! I will try again today, but with the other book. I am trying to finish my homework  this week, but I can see it not happening. I will try my best. But until next week, I am trapped in this place called home.

Farewell Father

I just got back from church. If you don't know, I am catholic and an alter server. My pastor is leaving; well to be more exact, he is being transferred to another church. They say every 4 years, we have to receive a new pastor. (I thought it was 6 years). I feel though that it hasn't been 4 years (or maybe it has). I am sad, but we have to move on. He is a great pastor. One thing about him that stands out from many pastors that he speaks the truth. Let me elaborate on what I mean.

Many people today speak bull just about everything. They may some thing, but it may always not mean that thing. For example, pretend your cousin was a liar, but he/she never admitted it, but you knew he/she was. He was something like that. Not only that, he is very funny and random. I can think of all the times when every time we had a conversation, he was always trying to joke around. I liked him, but many other people at church did not. I am not exactly sure why.

I think the main reason was that he did not let them do the activities that they normally did like the Crab feast, Fish Fry and many other activities. He would say that we shouldn't be doing that because its not why we go to church. That is all I can remember of what someone from church told me. I have a feeling that it is more to that than just the activities, but I have no idea because the adults never give me any info on that.

I wish him well and hope he has a great time at the next church he stays with. My mother told me after church that he was like a family member to her and that she will miss him as well. I feel the same. I hope our new pastor is not boring. If he is, I don't know if I will enjoy church as much as I do now. Our pastor preached about stuff relating to real life. Many pastors do that, but he takes a different approach on things, which I love. :)

I am done talking now boring you with my story. :) But before I go, I will end it with a funny conversation I had with him in church today.

me: I wish you good luck

-shakes hand and a hug from him- I don't think I ever got a hug from him, which is surprising. :O

Father: These flowers are for you.

-both starts laughing and he looks back to look at someone for 2 seconds-

Father: Well, do you want to go on a date?

me: Naw, I am good.

-we both laugh-

Father: Its free!

me: Naw, I am good.

-As always, I walk away a little bit. He shakes my hand and I pat him on his back and we laugh-

Father: Have a great day.

me: You do the same.

We had another conversation in this room after church since they had a little reception for him and I told him about my summer plans. I think he was trying to find a way to keep me safe since I am not home for the most part lol. He is so funny. I will surely miss him.

CAMP CAMP CAMP CAMP

I just came back from orientation for overnight camp. It was good, but repetitive and tiring. Let me beak it down for you, we went to the place on Wednesday to board our stuff. We had to be there by 7:45 but the problem was that the bus wasn't there yet. We had to wait. Then when it did come, we did not leave until 10 because some people had to be cleared of their drug test. Some people did not pass theirs and others just did not take it. So we left. A very long ass drive to the camp. When we got there, it was very beautiful. It is by a ocean or some bay. It is located in the COUNTRY! The country y'all. We went through a long process of being talked to food and the same thing the next day. I felt it was a waste of time and repetitive. I hate that so much. We had to do CPR today. It was long and boring, but the good thing was that we got certified! It lasts for a good 2 years. It was nice to know and learn about it. I can't wait til next week. We will work with kids! It will be fun! I was put with this girl as the other counselor. We will be working with 9-11 year olds. Also, we got our shirts, but only 1 since when they ordered them, the order was messed up. Other than that, its all good. Peace out.

Wait, one more thing. I forgot to talk about the most important part. The people. The girl I was with was her second year working there and we have the same birthday! Woot. So far, we are a little different, but overall the same traits. She is very nice and more outgoing than I am, but its ok. Not in a rush to bloom. I will someday. The other people there are okay overall. I don't think I will meet someone there that I will have a connection with. We will see as time goes by since more new people are coming. Some people are just not my type, others talk too much, make fun of each other and some are immature or just ghetto. Either way, they are ok people. Some are just awesome, but not to the point where I may have a connection with that person. I have a hard time finding someone that can really please me. I am not picky but just very selective of who I hang with.

FUN FUN FUN FUN

So far, summer break is SUPER boring. I wasn't expecting anything more. I can't even go out man! I would love to go to Artlab+. That is the only place that I really want to go in order to edit my music video but NOOO. For some reason, I can't. No explanations. They say "For your saftey." Bullshit. You know why? I am going out during the day where there's the sun and everyone can see me. Its not like I am going out to a fiesta or some crack house to smoke some weed and shit. I remember on the last day of school when I came home, I asked my father if I can go ride my bike. He said no. Why? He was like "because I said no." My parents never give valid explanations on why their answers are no. Are you trying to protect me or lock me in a jail cell?

The good thing is that tomorrow and for the next few weeks, I will be working at a overnight camp! I am so excited because I will meet awesome people and have a lot of fun with the cute kids! I don't have to come home from work everyday dealing with bullshit because I will be staying there. Sadly, I will come home on the weekends -_______-. 

One thing that I really want to learn or read about this summer is how to build my own laptop. I am tired of sharing. I like to share, but my sisters are 2 motherfuckers that have a tendency of either hogging or hold their places on the computer while not using it. I am tired of that bull and need my own for a change. I want to be able to play games that need great computer specs like GTA IV. Sadly, I had to uninstall that game because it ran to slow for our desktop downstairs. 

That is all for today folks. I am your host _ _ _ _  _ _ _! Have a great day!

HILAR

Today was just FUN and HILARIOUS. Today began the June Week activities at school (its so dumb cuz june week is only 3 days.) So today, we had a 2 hour assembly with some random ppl about influencing us to become teacheres. VERY BORING. Then, candidates went up on stage to state their speech. It was alot of ppl.  The most hilarious one was Derrick because he did not have a speech prepared. So...
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6/19/12
 LOL. I am just seeing this now. I guess I never actually posted this since I was probably tired. Such a long time ago. June week last school year was fun! This year, it was some bull, but I missed half of a day so I really can't say, but overall. BULL.

..STA..STA..STA MOOGIE

School is finally over! I am currently working more on my next video called Sta Moogie. I hope it turns out a lot better than my other videos. I wrote a storyboard on it and now I am at the production process where I am retrieving all the clips. It is a lot of work and gets a little frustrating because at some points, I can't get the actual scene I drew on my storyboard thanks to the so limited things I can do with Sims 3. I am not going to let that ruin it. There may have been a few changes that I have done to the story itself since I can't capture everything, but nothing big has changed. :). Here is a few pictures below of me recording some scenes.

This is the band. 

Here is the cute couple.

The gold digger ;)

That is all I have so far for now. More to come soon!

Trying something NEW

Since I am not really doing anything at the moment, I think I will change my blog around a little bit. Gotta spice things up in my life a little bit. You know ;).

Sims 3 Pictures

I was thinking of changing my blog a bit and wanted to post cool pictures that I took from my Sims 3 and maybe other games that I photoshopped or took. But that will probably have to wait since I am still in the process of reinstalling the games onto my computer since something I tested crashed the game. I looked up everything to figure out a way to do it. Some people's way of doing it did not help me. Others seemed too much for just my game. So I just uninstalled them suckers and reinstalled it.

In the end, I will still post about my boring ass stupid life.

Also,

I am sad that GTA IV and Liberty City Stories does not run as fast on the desktop. Hopefully, when the time comes near, I can buy my own laptop that has great graphics for those games and even GTA V or build one from scratch. I think building one from scratch will be fun.

Everyone has PROBLEMS!

Today, I went to the Sprint store with my parents to buy a new phone since someone stole my father's phone and I lost my phone (well my sisters' and I phone). What a total waste of time! My father sits there and argue with the lady about why it cost over $300 to buy the phones! Like first of all, you are buying 3 phones. One that cost $200 and the other 2 cost $50 a piece making it $300. Then, you have your tax and all that other crap. My problem is he is arguing about an AD that he saw online that said by one and get 2 for free. You have no proof, please don't come to the store and argue about something that you saw, but have no proof of. He does this like every time we go to a store and he finds out in the end that he was wrong or misunderstood something he saw. My other problem that he is buying 3 phones. It is 3 of us. I have on older and younger sister. WHY ARE WE SHARING PHONES IN THE FIRST PLACE?! My mother is like "Well, you don't use it at school..." NO! That is not the point. We need separate phones, do you not understand how INCONVINENT IT IS?! I go somewhere every Saturday morning and so does my sister. I need it to get inside the building; w/o it, I can't get inside. My older sister may need it if she gets lost (because she always gets lost). Man, they just don't understand nor care. When they came home, my father saw the phones that cost nothing. So yeah, he was wrong in the end. He did not do his "research" very well. Next time, have proof  before arguing to the workers about it.

Now comes my sister. She told me that before I left that she was going to iron the clothes. So when we came back, she did not even start. She was like "Can you get some hangers for me?" Trying to fake that she was doing something. UM WHAT?! First of all, I was in my room. Of all that work asking me, she could've gotten them from her room. What is her purpose. I decline and then she brings up the excuse about me asking her to get some for me in the past.  I can't remember the last time I asked you that "MA'AM" She got so mad. She was like "I was going to do half and I was gonna leave the other half for you." I said back to her "You never iron anyway so I don't see that happening." So she was like "You can do the rest." "Its not like you do anything anyway." I said back. A few minutes later, I came down with some hangers and took care of the work. I don't need her. She NEVER does it. I don't expect her to change ever. She never has and probably never will. Maybe when she grows up, she will truly understand.

My family is a mess sometimes, but you just gotta deal with it. One more year,and I am outta this trick.

Sims 3 Trouble!

 Bella and Edward Sleeping

Bella Swan Sleeping

I was playing my Sims 3 game today. I stopped because my game is all of a sudden slowing down now so I wanted to try something new. I wanted to convert my .package files to .sims3packs files. I did that with TSR. That was just tedious work and it did not always work. So then, I tried this program called s3pe (something like that) to do so and it worked well. So I put it in my launcher and was installing it. After I installed it, I wanted to play the game to see if the CC worked. It gave me this error message stating : 

There was an error during startup activitiy. Please see the log for more details. I have never seen an error like this before. I was mad because I could not play the game. I was looking everywhere on how to fix this crap! I don't want to reinstall my expansion packs. There has to be a way around this mess!

Really?!

Today is Valentine's Day! SGA had a Valentine's Day dance at school today. It was good. Some said that last year's was better. I did not think that tho. Last year, they played mostly gogo and I hate gogo. Don't know what it is?

 My sister always want me to buy stuff for her. What about me. Her stingy ass. She always expect something for me, yet you give nothing back in return. I don't really want any materialistic things, I want respect. My sister gets mad at me all the time over nothing. Most of the time I am sitting there like What did I do? Mostly its her being mad at me. Yeah I get mad at her but its not even worth being mad for. I don't have time for the bullshit. You need to stop letting small things get to you and listen before assuming anything. She assumes everything I say and then gets mad and says all these bad things to me. What kind of sister are you? I don't do that to you. Don't do it to me. I don't care.

???

I don't understand why my sister notices something and she asks ME to do it. Since you noticed it, why did you not do it? I don't understand that. It seems that you're lazy. She tells me that she is "not", but obviously you are since every time you noticed something, you did not let yourself to do it but instead you ask others. YOU MAKE NO SENSE TO ME. She is such a hypocrite. She needs to gtf out of my face and get a life.

Friday 13

The first Friday the 13th this year. I was blessed. Today, 4/6 teachers were not here today! I was sooo happy. We have Midterms next week and I really need to study for them! My birthday is also in 2 days. Not really excited since I won't be doing anything. It is ok though, nothing new. All I need is some love! I wanted to stress something but I have short term memory so I forgot o_O. Hopefully, I will remember and come back to tell you all about it! Peace out!

What a day!

Man, today was some shit. I just found out that we can't go to the National Keystone Conference. Man, this sucks asss. I was hoping to go, but because of someone's laziness, we did not get a chance to raise money. I was really hoping to go. I went last year and it was so fun. You don't understand. Man, this really sucks. Not only that, my Physics teacher gets on my nerves. I don't like him. You have the nerve to sit there and call me names. No, I don't like that. Especially since its coming from a teacher. That is unacceptable. It reminds me of someone our age doing that, but it coming from a teacher shows how LOW he is. Seriously? I am done with school.