Why?!

I went somewhere yesterday and when I came back, nothing at home was done! Like wtf. My sister is so fucking lazy. Today, I ask her if she cleaned the basement because that is what I usually do every Saturday. She was like "I thought it was already clean since you said that you were going to clean it." What the fuck bitch? Look at the floor! The table! YOU CALL THIS CLEAN?! My sister is so dumb. Then she was like, "We have so much clothes to iron." WE?! It should be YOU that should be ironing. NOT ME. Last week, she left the other half in the basket saying that I have to HELP to iron. WTF. She NEVER helps me when I do it so I never ask. Now she's talking about me helping. She is such a hypocrite. Her name needs to be in the dictionary beside her name. Its so dumb because we have to be doing the basement together but she never follows up with it or even help. Talking about some "I have a lot of homework to do." Bitch, I don't give a fuck. I have a lot of homework too. The more people that help, the faster our process goes. But she does not understand that. She always takes it a different way. She is so lazy and stupid because she is always asking me how to do  things and where things are. We lived in this house for how long and you don't know how to do this. Oh yeah, I forgot she's somewhere in the house doing her homework or other shit. This really pisses me off. It will really affect her as she goes up. Dumb lazy bitch.

Tired of EVERYTHING

What an awful day. It's always me. I am just pissed. 6th period, marked the beginning of the shitty day. I see this girl that I always mess with, she pushes someone in the hallway so I push her back to get her back for the other person. I get scared so I open the door flying to the floor since she pushed me. I am asked to go to the office. For what? He says playing. I wasn't playing your classroom sir. I just happen to fly to the floor. I am just really tired of bullshit that is just really pointless. So I get there 15 minutes later talking to the principal, vice principals and the dean talking about some that I am childish. Yes, I know I am, but its not like I do it all the time. Dumbass. So then, talking about some oh you need a punishment. For what? WTF?! I hate my high school. I can not wait til I walk across that stage when I graduate, because after that, I am NOT coming back. This administration does to much by every small thing. It is stupid.

Do you know what even ruins my day even more? We had a soccer game today and we played the suckiest team ever. We ALWAYS win their games. Today they as usual OUR TEAM CAN'T PLAY so we lose 1-0. Not bad, but at the same time, its like tf? We can score, these newbies on our team don't want to charge for the ball and plus, they're scared of the ball. They can't pass nor kick high. What can they do? Nothing. It really upsets me because I was trying to score a goal, but with no help and complaints from my other teammates about me not passing the ball! I always pass, but when I do, they either don't recieve it (my fault sometimes) or it gets taken away. If you want the ball, go get it.

Some people act...STUPID

I had my first soccer game yesterday and I had to wake up early this morning to do my homework. I am sick and I don't feel good at all. My leg hurts from being kicked in the back on my calf. My throat hurts and I keep sneezing. I think I have a cold. I saw this yellow stuff come out of my nose. NASTY/IRREGULAR. But you know, I did not come here to talk about soccer. hehe.
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This morning, my sister asks me where is the Shout for cleaning off stains. I tell her that I don't think we have anymore. Then she's like "Isn't it in the closet upstairs." Why the hell are you asking me? Go look yourself. Such a lazy child. I am sick and you're asking me to go get it for you? She always do that. She never says it, but that's how it always end up. So then she goes on "Look at this stain." I was like "Cool" and she gets mad by making her dumb face at me. I ask "What's the problem?" She goes on saying that I am getting mad about her asking me for something. I am not mad. What are you talking about? That makes no sense. Go look for it yourself since you're so pressed to get a small ass stain off your shirt. So she throws her teddy bear at me and I tackle her down. You see, bitches lose their patience and temper all on this small ass thing. NEED TO GO SOMEWHERE WITH THAT. And to stop being lazy. I am not going to get everything for you.

You gotta think before you say!

I was just thinking of something that my friend told me yesterday. We were walking down to her bus stop and I was telling her about how my parents are always gonna be on my case because I did not get into IB and how they tell me that I'm going to be a failure when I grow up. Then we were talking about how my parents are really pressed to go to Parent Teacher Conferences. We were saying how when we get into the classes how the teachers point out how I am missing one assignment and then my parents yell at me because of it. Now here's the ironic thing. My parents get mad and yell at me for not doing the homework, but while I am at home, they constantly call me every 5 minutes to get them something that they can easily get. Its not like they are disabled. They are just being lazy as usual. So next time if I go to parent teacher conference and I get into a situaiton like that again, im going to say "Its because I was getting the remote for you" lmao. We were laughing so hard at it. Parents just don't think about the loads of homework we have. We need all the time we get. Because after I'm tired, the lights go out. I won't push myself to get my hw done because it would get done sloppily.
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My sister is such a hypocrite. SHE ALWAYS GETS MAD WHEN I DO THINGS TO HER. So I usually stop. But she thinks its ok when she does it to me. NOOO. I just hate that. You know? Treat me the way you want to be treated. Everything would be better between us.

Otherwise, IM OUT.

MANNN

I hate the ______________ at my school soo much. They created this Tardy Hall where if you come to school late, you have tardy hall after school. WTF. WHO made this?! Even though I am not late to school, I think this new rule is dumb and unnecessary. We need things to be changed and now. I hope to go to a college/university where more freedom we will have.

Also, we can no longer use iPods at school. Now notice that they did not say mp3 players, laptops, cameras, nooks, iPads etc. It makes no sense to me. The thing that really bothers me is that THEY NEVER GAVE US A REASON. People say its because the freshman ruined it for us by texting on their iPod Touches during BSI. Some say it because of the score that we got during the testing time. Which to me, still is stupid. Although music can be a distraction to some people, for others its a way to get away from everyone else and concentrate. I guess the admin don't understand that.

I began soccer today with our team at school. Dancing @ Joy of Motion really kept me in shape so I am not as tired as I would be. LOL. haha. Why am I laughing? Lol well anyway, it was fun and I hope that we get more members. I can't wait til the game starts. I hope we do a lot better than we did last year.

NEW SCHOOL YEAR

First day of school today was pretty good. Its nice to see everyone again. Now when is winter break? I am just playing. My my my,  I am a junior now in High school. They say that this year will be the best year. I don't know why, but I want to figure it out ya know?! Sadly, some left and surprisingly some stayed. I hope this year will be even better than last year. So far, my teachers are good. My English teacher though is my only problem because I am taking him again. It was very unexpected! The school all of a sudden want to change the teachers all around and then take away our ipods meaning WE CANT BRING THEM TO SCHOOL/LISTEN TO THEM IN SCHOOL. We already can't bring our phones, why make things worse. We need to discuss about this. She's a very hard person to persuade. When I say she, I mean the principal. I hope to not get into trouble with that lady this year or anyone else in that office. I am currently looking for an internship or job and its very hard you know. People declining one after and another. When people said that getting a job is hard, I did not know that it was this hard! I will keep trying. I will not give up!

WORK WORK WORK.

I don't know if I ever told you about my job at _______________________. If I havent let me tell you the PROS and CONS:

PROS

• Everyone is required to take all of the classes they have avalible there (which I think is very good because if we did have a choice, I think everyone would choose hip hop)
• We are given healthy snacks between some dance classes.
• There is nice water avaliable to drink
• The wide range of teachers

CONS

• We rotate classes every day so we have like Day A, Day B, Day A, Day B. I hate it so much because I am very slow and I tend to forget and can't catch up so having it the day after makes me forget what we learned.
• We don't have enough time since we only see our instructures 2 times a week.
• Some people in class put down others, but secretly.
• Some people don't even try they need to be terminated. WE ARE BEING PAID TO LEARN HOW TO DANCE 12 DIFFERENT STYLES. THIS IS A BLESSING.

I haven't wrote in you in forever!

I need to stay consistent. I had times where I wanted to, but I was too lazy to reach to the computer and when I got on my computer, I had no time! I wanted to write something important here, but I did not get the chance to and I can't remember LOL.

Like Shutup

My father went to the hospital today and he heard some bad news about his heart beating too fast and told him to stop exercising. Then the doctor said something about his heart beating really fast because of stress. He blames my sisters and I for it. Maybe if he wasn't so strict about everything and does too much, then maybe things would be better, but no. He always want to do the most for the most unnecessary reasons. It makes no sense. Then, my mother goes on talking about how I'm not doing well in school? Like what are you talking about? I have A's B's and C's. I have C's in some classes because of bad teachers not teaching/caring. So you know, you can't say im doing really bad in school. And they talk about how i'm always on the computer. So what? They say it as if I'm never doing anything productive. HEY! I do things productive such as create videos, learn how to make games, Photoshop and etc. I use my time wisley (depends) on things. They don't know what I do so they can't say anything. One day, I know that I will make something good upon myself. They just can't see that in their eyes for some reason.

People may never truly understand, until they are actually in the situaiton

My mother got mad at me because I was watching a video online. You see, we had Parent Teacher Conference the other day and I got in trouble with the teachers that I do not like nor they don't teach. So of course imma always get in trouble with them. What do you expect? Then here she goes always bring up stuff. She was saying that I was playing a game. Let's get this straight ma'am. My parents always say that phrase to me. They use this phrase everytime I am using the computer. Its sooo stupid because most of the time, I am not playing games. I am either on a chatting site, reading something, watching something, drawing something, or trying to learn how to do something. That is not playing games. I mean in some of the chatting games, you can play a game in it, but just because I am watching a video does not give you the right to say that. So how does this bring Parent Teacher Conference into this? Well she brings up how my teachers complain that I don't do hard in class. WTF?! If you don't teach the material, how am I suppose to know? I read the book, but it does not always help. The teacher is there to help you, not to sit back and watch people suffer and get bad grades. Maybe if my parents were in my situation, they WOULD understand, but I doubt that.

This man is blowing me!

This man is blooowwwinnng meee! Meaning that he's getting on my nerves. He is always on my case. Like this morning, he was collecting the homework. Only one person did it. That's soo sad. So then he comes up to me and was like "Did you do the homework" and im like "No obiviously." So then he was like "So are you going to do it?"
"But I don't have my notes"
"What do you mean? You don't need the notes."
"I don't have my stuff with me."
"I don't understand."
Here comes Naomi stating "You don't have the paper?"
"Yes!" I say.
"Oh so are you going to do it?" he says.
"Yes!" Get off my case. Gosh!
He walks out.
I went around his questions just for him to leave me alone, but I guess he did not want to. :(

CTFU

Man, yesterday was HILARIOUS. Especially during 4th period. Since my DC History teacher was not here that day, we had to go into the audiotorium were Mr. Feeser and Mr. Spicer classes were. Mr. Spicer wasn't here while Mr. Feeser's class was practicing for the play they are doing tomorrow. What happened was that Tamesha was playing truth or dare with Stephanie and I. It was Stephanie's turn so Tamesha dared Stephanie to lick Justin's face. He heard his name and I was like noo don't doo it cuz he gonna be mad. So she went over there and he was like "Does this involve me getting hurt?" and we were just laughing. She told him and he was like no. He was all freakinn out and stuff, but in the end, he let Stephanie do it. It was sooo funny. He madee this facee. Man. What a day. 6th period class was funny cuz we were given 3D figures and we had to explain why our 3D figure had this equation. Sam's group was the worst because he explained it as if he did not know what he was doing. It was sooo funny. Also, Tanasha was geetting annoyed by Max's comments and actions. It was soo funny. Today was also International Night, but I did not get to go since I had no money to buy a ticket. I was being ignorant since my father did not let me make a dish for the night. But I changed my mind at the last minute since I should not let those things get to me. My sister told me she got in for free. I was going to do that, but I did not want to take the risk or waste my time. My day was good for the most part til I got home and my parents kept bothering me and calling me. I hate being home.

International Night is REALLY LATE this year...

So, I was going to make a dish for International Night, but I don't see that happening anymore. You see, I wanted to make this dish called Arroz con pollo which is basically chicken with rice. My father does not want to give me the money to make it because last time, I made dinner rolls and he said that it was not "done". The bread was already burnt on the bottom. What more can I do to call it done? If I cooked it for any longer, it would have most likely burned. It was done, I guess he did not like the taste. He be pissing me off with his stupid bs. If you don't like it, then don't eat it. GOSH. I did not like it myself only because I used soy milk in the mix and I HATE soy milk. Only my younger sister liked it. So she ate them all. :) But its stupid how someone says I can't make this just because I messed up on something else. Practice makes perfect, but I guess he does not believe that. I wish I had my OWN money so I don't have to go through this crap.

Happy..Sad...

I came home today seeing the laptop sitting on the table. I got soo happy and ran up to daddy to say thank you. He was all like "We need to set some ground rules for the handling of the laptop." WHAT? He needs to shut up because he's the one who broke up. Maybe I should be telling you that. Not to me. He makes no sense. He brings up saying that "I have had this Dell laptop for over 5 years." Um excussssee mee. Your laptop is much more bulkier and can sustain all the small falls etc while this new laptop is very thin and light and must be handed with care. But I don't think he understands that. He needs to be told to his face about who really broke it. Even if he was told so, he still would not believe that. Dumb....

This girl was trippin...

Yesterday, my older sister was tripping. She got mad that I wore her shirt to school w/o asking. Not only that, but I disarranged her clothes. But the thing is that she never wore it. I mean, for real, most of her clothes that she have , she does not even wear it. She was doing waay too much yesterday. I gave the shirt back to her and she got mad. She asked me to put in the laundry. It wasn't even dirty. I only wore it once and its not like a stain was on it. She need to go somewhere with all of that. What a mess.

Sooo Beautiful...

Man, my secret LOVER CAME UP TO  ME TODAY! He aske me for some hw assignment we did awhile  ago that he wasn't heRE FOR. I tried to help him but i already turned it in. So I went to Mr. Wilson's classroom to get my paper, but it was already gone. I told him to ask Stephanie since she had hers. He has such a beautiful face. He followed me to Mr. Wilson's reoom. When I told him, I can just fee l the tension between us since he still likes me and I like him. We're eve, but idt he knows that I like him. Who knows...

Just a thought...

I was thinking about how my friend overheard my teacher say that our class is "horrible". I see why he says that because people are not paying attention and are busy on twitter and doing anything but listening. One thing that really disturbs me is that we are doing it there, but not working on it at home since they did not give us the instrutions on how to install it. Well yeah, I can try looking for it on the Internet, but going through all that trouble may end us with the wrong version of installation and we might do it wrong. So its best that the teaher gives it to us. I know one of my teachers,_____________, I kept asking him for the instructions on how to install it for me to practice @ home. Without the material, I won't learn a thing. I been asking him for the past 3 weeks, nothing has been done, yet they sit there and complain and say "You guys are behind and there is a lot to learn." Stop complaining and take action, your probably a cause of us still suck in our position. Well in the end, it goes both ways that were not paying attention and things get into the way in our class such as things not working or being unprepared goes into the fault of the teaher's hands. IM DONE WITH IT.

ACCOMPLISHED

I am very happy today. Do you know why? I paid the whole money for my lunch. I owed over $30! Don't ask where I got it from, but its a secret. Shhh. :)

JI BOOORRIIINNGGG

I'm in class right now and its really boring. I came in REALLL late. I went to this event @ The Boys and Girls Club where you get a free prom dress w/ acessories. It was really good. I got a dress with some shoes, earrings and a bangle. The lady that helped me get a dress was really nice! When I came to class, I came around 11. The screen wasnt working so we had to do a quiz. I had a hard time, since I haven't been paying attention. __________ was mad that Mariama helped me with the SQL, since I had no idea on how to use it. GTF pleasee. During our lunch break, Aryn told me that she walked into Mr. Shack's office and overheard ____________ talking to ________________ about our class being horrible and blah blah blah. Oh please. If these teachers were to give me the way to install these programs @ home, I would be somewhat better in it.

Tireeddd

I did not go to sleep til 3 AM in the morning. Man, since my mother left, my father is trying to do some bonding yesterday with my sisters and I. He talks alot so he did not finish til 12AM. We watched 2 movies and at ba da bap bap baaa! McDonalds! And then from there, I could not sleep so I was on the phone I got from my program on the internet surfing around reading stuff. Hilarious stuff.

TIRREEEDD

Man, I am sooo tired. We have a pary @ my house today for my aunt Uchenna who died about 2 weeks ago. I had to stay up tin 12 to do the chin chin. Yes chin chin. It's a small cookie. Man, they were sticking together so we had to recut them again. What a waste! I got soo tired. I went to sleep leaving my sisters with all the work since I had to go to class in the morning.

WHAT A DAY -_-

Man, today was boring. What really interested me was this morining. This morning, i spotted Michael Cardwell or should we just say Mike in the library in his usual spot doign hw. You know, I asked him about spanish, but he did not know. Then, he always want to bring up about Justin. I think he heard that Justin liked me or something like that. Everytime I talk to him, that is the only thing he talks about. LOL. So today, Justin came to school early. (Surprisingly). He was walking up the isle and Michael was saying "Go give him a hug". I was like no. So i moved back over to my seat. When Justin gets closer, Mike is like "She wants you." LOL. I think that's just funny!

I don't understand THIS.

This Javascript is getting on my nerves. I don't understand it at all. I understand some parts, but not all of it. Maybe because I am distracted or something. :((((. T___T See ya later dudes! I have to go finish/work on what I am doing at the moment.

Good Day

I did not go to school today. YAY. I went to this BET Women's Event where we talked to many people that worked for BET and other coroporations. It was really good. I went home afterwards. I worked on a little bit of stuff and then I went to Brainfood. My mother was upset that I did not go to school today. I told her that It would be a waste because I would only go for maybe 5th and 6th period. LOL. When I went to Brainfood today, we did this little create our own recipe with a budget. It was really good. I was in a group with Mia and Chevy. We made some salad, bbq chicken, and potatoes. The food was good. Tori was getting mad at me. I forgot why. If i forget, it means that the reason was stupid. I laugh alot so I was laughing and she was like "You don't see me laughing." I was like Girl in my head. Then I said "I always laugh, don't ruin my moment." Other people started laughing. She's one of them type of aggressive people that are always serious at times, but wants to play when everyone else is serious. Grow up. Those type of ppl need to GTFO of my face. I hate them type of ppl. I stay away because I am more of a playful person. :)

LMAO..Its not worth it.

My sister is over here trying to make me mad because we got into this dumb argument earlier. She was on the conputer doing nothing. She was just sitting in front of it doing hw not typing or doing anything on the computer. She knows that I need to use it, of course she gets all upset because I tell her from my "observation" that she's doing nothing. Then she takes it the wrong way and say that I accused her. Well no, just from my brief observation. NOT as a whole. Why is she getting mad at that? Then she's over here right now saying stuff in front of me just to get me mad. I had a good day, no need to ruin it. What a waste of time! LOL.

DOO TOO MUCCHH

You see? I get in trouble @ school all the time. It gets on my nerves to the MAX. Its all because of stupid stuff. They just won't let go. And when I say they, I mean the administration. I am not going to say any names, but you know. Its useless. There are better things for them to be doing than dealing with me. And then when it happens, they somehow find a way to get back at me to tell someone or just to bring it up again in a different conversation. THIS SUCKS.

GET ON MY NERVES

My father gets on my nerves!!! He always blaming stuff on me! Today, My sister and I were playing around by the computer. She puts her hand on the cpu and i knock her hand over by accident and this makes the cpu screen fall. We are dying on the floor laughing, but here comes my father. "You see? You're always breaking things." What are you talking about? It fell. Its not like it broke or anything or it dropped on the floor. He blamed me for:

• Breaking the back of the keyboard (the stands) FALSE
• Breaking the little thing that you use to pull the keyboard out TRUE
• Breaking my laptop FALSE
• And other small stupid things. FALSE

KEWL.

I am in class right now bored. We are on break. We learned some CSS today. BORING. I basically know this stuff already. Its just a refesh of memory for me. UUUGGGHHHHHHHHH.

We had the Science Fair yeserday. Man, it was fun in some way. Many people's projects were fucked up and some were pretty good. I won 2nd place in my category. I was soo happy!!! I did my project on Sims 3 vs. The Real World. I had the category in Behavorial Science. Jia Li won 1st place overall. It was fun cuz I was just walking around looking at people's projects. You should've seen Paris's. She had the project on the wood burning house material..It was really good!

You know what really made my day yesterday? Mr. Wilson wasn't here so we had to go to Mr.Mahoney's classroom. He wasn't there as well, but the assistant teacher with the unibrow and this other random man was there. Man, I was with Tia, Justin and myself of course. We were there just talking about good old times in elementary school. Justin kept looking at me and making glances at me. :)

ROFTL

Class is HILARRIOOOOUUUSSS! Aryn, Naomi, Queturah and I are here cracking up in the back! Man, we are just LOLing, LMFAOOOing and ROFLing! Kenya even came! (Too bad she was on the other side)!

Bored

I am bored like shit up in this class. We are all here together learning the same things we learned last year. We should be split up so that we (the comebackers) to be learning/continuing off from what we stopped from, which was JAVA. But you know, I am not complaining that much...I am hungrrry! I ate 2 cookies and some pieces of brownies. And, I drank some soda but still hungry!!! I need some $$$.

Wow, its sooo crowded

I am in class today for the second time for the HSCC program. Its really crowded. I wonder how many people will stay and how many will leave.. We 'll see about that. I need to write in your more.