Like Shutup

My father went to the hospital today and he heard some bad news about his heart beating too fast and told him to stop exercising. Then the doctor said something about his heart beating really fast because of stress. He blames my sisters and I for it. Maybe if he wasn't so strict about everything and does too much, then maybe things would be better, but no. He always want to do the most for the most unnecessary reasons. It makes no sense. Then, my mother goes on talking about how I'm not doing well in school? Like what are you talking about? I have A's B's and C's. I have C's in some classes because of bad teachers not teaching/caring. So you know, you can't say im doing really bad in school. And they talk about how i'm always on the computer. So what? They say it as if I'm never doing anything productive. HEY! I do things productive such as create videos, learn how to make games, Photoshop and etc. I use my time wisley (depends) on things. They don't know what I do so they can't say anything. One day, I know that I will make something good upon myself. They just can't see that in their eyes for some reason.

People may never truly understand, until they are actually in the situaiton

My mother got mad at me because I was watching a video online. You see, we had Parent Teacher Conference the other day and I got in trouble with the teachers that I do not like nor they don't teach. So of course imma always get in trouble with them. What do you expect? Then here she goes always bring up stuff. She was saying that I was playing a game. Let's get this straight ma'am. My parents always say that phrase to me. They use this phrase everytime I am using the computer. Its sooo stupid because most of the time, I am not playing games. I am either on a chatting site, reading something, watching something, drawing something, or trying to learn how to do something. That is not playing games. I mean in some of the chatting games, you can play a game in it, but just because I am watching a video does not give you the right to say that. So how does this bring Parent Teacher Conference into this? Well she brings up how my teachers complain that I don't do hard in class. WTF?! If you don't teach the material, how am I suppose to know? I read the book, but it does not always help. The teacher is there to help you, not to sit back and watch people suffer and get bad grades. Maybe if my parents were in my situation, they WOULD understand, but I doubt that.

This man is blowing me!

This man is blooowwwinnng meee! Meaning that he's getting on my nerves. He is always on my case. Like this morning, he was collecting the homework. Only one person did it. That's soo sad. So then he comes up to me and was like "Did you do the homework" and im like "No obiviously." So then he was like "So are you going to do it?"
"But I don't have my notes"
"What do you mean? You don't need the notes."
"I don't have my stuff with me."
"I don't understand."
Here comes Naomi stating "You don't have the paper?"
"Yes!" I say.
"Oh so are you going to do it?" he says.
"Yes!" Get off my case. Gosh!
He walks out.
I went around his questions just for him to leave me alone, but I guess he did not want to. :(

CTFU

Man, yesterday was HILARIOUS. Especially during 4th period. Since my DC History teacher was not here that day, we had to go into the audiotorium were Mr. Feeser and Mr. Spicer classes were. Mr. Spicer wasn't here while Mr. Feeser's class was practicing for the play they are doing tomorrow. What happened was that Tamesha was playing truth or dare with Stephanie and I. It was Stephanie's turn so Tamesha dared Stephanie to lick Justin's face. He heard his name and I was like noo don't doo it cuz he gonna be mad. So she went over there and he was like "Does this involve me getting hurt?" and we were just laughing. She told him and he was like no. He was all freakinn out and stuff, but in the end, he let Stephanie do it. It was sooo funny. He madee this facee. Man. What a day. 6th period class was funny cuz we were given 3D figures and we had to explain why our 3D figure had this equation. Sam's group was the worst because he explained it as if he did not know what he was doing. It was sooo funny. Also, Tanasha was geetting annoyed by Max's comments and actions. It was soo funny. Today was also International Night, but I did not get to go since I had no money to buy a ticket. I was being ignorant since my father did not let me make a dish for the night. But I changed my mind at the last minute since I should not let those things get to me. My sister told me she got in for free. I was going to do that, but I did not want to take the risk or waste my time. My day was good for the most part til I got home and my parents kept bothering me and calling me. I hate being home.

International Night is REALLY LATE this year...

So, I was going to make a dish for International Night, but I don't see that happening anymore. You see, I wanted to make this dish called Arroz con pollo which is basically chicken with rice. My father does not want to give me the money to make it because last time, I made dinner rolls and he said that it was not "done". The bread was already burnt on the bottom. What more can I do to call it done? If I cooked it for any longer, it would have most likely burned. It was done, I guess he did not like the taste. He be pissing me off with his stupid bs. If you don't like it, then don't eat it. GOSH. I did not like it myself only because I used soy milk in the mix and I HATE soy milk. Only my younger sister liked it. So she ate them all. :) But its stupid how someone says I can't make this just because I messed up on something else. Practice makes perfect, but I guess he does not believe that. I wish I had my OWN money so I don't have to go through this crap.

Happy..Sad...

I came home today seeing the laptop sitting on the table. I got soo happy and ran up to daddy to say thank you. He was all like "We need to set some ground rules for the handling of the laptop." WHAT? He needs to shut up because he's the one who broke up. Maybe I should be telling you that. Not to me. He makes no sense. He brings up saying that "I have had this Dell laptop for over 5 years." Um excussssee mee. Your laptop is much more bulkier and can sustain all the small falls etc while this new laptop is very thin and light and must be handed with care. But I don't think he understands that. He needs to be told to his face about who really broke it. Even if he was told so, he still would not believe that. Dumb....

This girl was trippin...

Yesterday, my older sister was tripping. She got mad that I wore her shirt to school w/o asking. Not only that, but I disarranged her clothes. But the thing is that she never wore it. I mean, for real, most of her clothes that she have , she does not even wear it. She was doing waay too much yesterday. I gave the shirt back to her and she got mad. She asked me to put in the laundry. It wasn't even dirty. I only wore it once and its not like a stain was on it. She need to go somewhere with all of that. What a mess.

Sooo Beautiful...

Man, my secret LOVER CAME UP TO  ME TODAY! He aske me for some hw assignment we did awhile  ago that he wasn't heRE FOR. I tried to help him but i already turned it in. So I went to Mr. Wilson's classroom to get my paper, but it was already gone. I told him to ask Stephanie since she had hers. He has such a beautiful face. He followed me to Mr. Wilson's reoom. When I told him, I can just fee l the tension between us since he still likes me and I like him. We're eve, but idt he knows that I like him. Who knows...

Just a thought...

I was thinking about how my friend overheard my teacher say that our class is "horrible". I see why he says that because people are not paying attention and are busy on twitter and doing anything but listening. One thing that really disturbs me is that we are doing it there, but not working on it at home since they did not give us the instrutions on how to install it. Well yeah, I can try looking for it on the Internet, but going through all that trouble may end us with the wrong version of installation and we might do it wrong. So its best that the teaher gives it to us. I know one of my teachers,_____________, I kept asking him for the instructions on how to install it for me to practice @ home. Without the material, I won't learn a thing. I been asking him for the past 3 weeks, nothing has been done, yet they sit there and complain and say "You guys are behind and there is a lot to learn." Stop complaining and take action, your probably a cause of us still suck in our position. Well in the end, it goes both ways that were not paying attention and things get into the way in our class such as things not working or being unprepared goes into the fault of the teaher's hands. IM DONE WITH IT.

ACCOMPLISHED

I am very happy today. Do you know why? I paid the whole money for my lunch. I owed over $30! Don't ask where I got it from, but its a secret. Shhh. :)